even in pain,
the soul will love
and that is beautiful.
Category: poetry
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it took far too long
to realize that
those shooting stars
didn’t work.
those candles,
four-leaf clovers,
eyelashes,
fountains,
ladybugs,
any of them.
what a waste.
🌑
alone,
with even the rain
being poor company.
the darkness lingers,
ready to take my hand
and rest.
what an exhausting time.
🌊
the thoughts pour like rain,
not gentle,
but heavy-
a storm that seeps between the cracks,
rising through the floorboards,
turning every step into drowning.
walls collapse under the weight,
windows shatter from the pressure,
and yet-
it does not stop.
the flood does not ask,
it only takes,
and i am left drowning
in a world
built from my own
creation.
🍸
the glass whispers,
filling me with a cool warmth
meant to soothe the nerves that ache,
but only calm for a few.
the shadows still await,
watching from the doorway
as nothing is mended; buried; solved.
the pain simply rests,
counting down until the quiet lifts
and louder than ever before.
scars
our scars,
memories etched into our skin
with a story for each.
some gentle, like brushstrokes
reminding us of joy and laughter
from when we were young,
falling and getting back up.
others more rough,
irregular lines we’d rather forget
that sting with memories
of nights we thought we wouldn’t make it.
and then there are the ones unseen,
invisible to all but ourselves
within fractures of our mind.
one by one,
these helped weave who we are.
good or bad,
they never leave-
a map leading down a road with no end
but countless stories of survival.
cellar
the cellar sits idle,
padlock on the ground
with bolt cutters next to it.
the handles wait,
aching to be pulled,
but i know what lives inside-
the whispers,
the weight,
the things with my name etched into them
that haunt me still.
if i open it,
they’ll rush out,
and i don’t know if i’ll have the strength
to shut it-
not again.
broken lock
the door won’t budge.
the key just stops,
mocking me.
i pusH,
kick,
pull,
plEad-
everything.
but nothing.
the Lock has forgotten me
as the darkness aPproaches,
ready to succeed.
🐦
a cottage eases into the morning,
windows shining with gold.
the lake trying to rest,
sunlight whispering against its skin.
birds spread music,
dew clings to grass like glue,
coffee drifts warm through the air.
it feels unreal-
this world finally coming alive.
your hand in mine,
the horizon opens,
a quiet miracle spilling across the water
as it disappears to an alarm.
it’s time for the day to actually start,
and the dreams to stop.
temptation
the stars don’t glow the way they used to-
their light feels weak,
as if even the sky has grown tired
of pretending.
i watch them,
waiting for a spark to break through,
but they only fade,
distant and pale,
like the hollow parts of me.
the one is still there,
shining brighter than the others,
reminding me of what i seek
but cannot have.
there’s a dirt path
that keeps whispering my name,
its curve pulling me away
from the noise,
from the faces,
from myself.
i know where it leads-
to a place where i can vanish
without protest,
without sound,
like a shadow blending in
when the stars finally go dark.
for once,
maybe i’ll listen to temptation.
